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Hello :)

so this post is mostly about band so embrace yourself hah



Today was great ! I went to support my band for drum battle in celcom s.o.x drum and cheer competition .So to percussions , congrats to you guys .They made it into the final which will be going to be on the 5th june in kl.Do come to support us :) .Also thanks to non-band members who came to support for ssaas too .


There are also cheerleading and goodie giveaways and stuff.The day before , me ,thish,cine ,theera and syaz made poms poms in the colour of our marching uniforms. thought it was cute as it is sooo tiny hihi .


I walked alot today and im having a 'feetache' going on haha .My family is watching avatar.i like that movie,think im goin to join them bye !


S.W.A.L.Kx
p.s

since its been a long time since i put my band's pictre in this blog,soo

One of the pictures took by abg anan from our school sports day event

<3

enough of enough

To girls out there,
have you gave everything to a guy who suddenly change his mind ?
even a little dignity?

i did, alot.

and i get nothing but a bitchslap in the end.i was fucking stupid ,i know.

xx
p.s. i swear you are never going to find another that is better than me.No girl is that pathethic to love you as much as i did before.Even if there are,in the end she will leave you crying with the tears of blood.thats a promise,you'll see.

Back with blogspot

I adore zac efron in this movie.He looks so good for God's sake .

Okay so hi :)

First i want to apologize to all of my readers since i havent update my blog for soooo long.I know,i know.im sorry .Last night i realize that my blogspot must be covered with spider webs but im here now to dust it off hihi .I almost forgot my email and password to my blogspot.Thank God i did not .

I am halfway to finishing my kerja kursus .Thanks to technology,internet facility,i done my folio in a blink.Also,thanks to my dearest sister for her laptop.

Alright as you guys know,i am more active in tumblr.wait,have i told you address? in case, here is it http://neesot.tumblr.com/ .Not so much,i just post pictures that i like and a few notes .

I promise i write back :)

S.W.A.L.Kxx

HI

Okay its beeeeeeeeeeen a long time and i am fucking lazy to update my blogspot sorry.
Im here to inform that i am fine,okay life's fine.I am single,ignore the fucking chatbox.okay im out of ideas.

bye
S.W.A.L.Kx

stickwitu

OMG its been a while isnt it?

hello,

I miss blogspott.I mean,not really but a bit.Im addicted to tumblr now.

School's been okay.Homeworks and stuff.I starting to like maths ! .believe me i like doing maths homeworks now even though im not good at it,at least i try.My fave maths topic from form 1 till now is lines and angles.always a favorite.Don't know why.

I don't like my classroom.macam kandang babi.serious.And the guys won't even give any commitment to the class.I have to "korangg haziq,fatin,blabla,blabla,bersihkan kelas sekarangg" or else they won't do it and the class will look forever garbage.and the teacher will blame me and the class monitor.Everyday same routine,same script.fucking tired.

Tomorrow is me and my boyfriend's 3rd month annivesary!.Sure we had a few fights lately but its okay,if none of that happen,we don't probably learn.I love my boyfriend.

S.W.A.L.Kx

bloggiesis

NUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Its been two days since i just do tumblr andd
im already addicted to it T.T

oh here is my tumblr url,http://neesot.tumblr.com .
he he he

ugh

S.W.A.L.Kx

weeeh

Just watched adam lambert's video
uhh-huhh

Life's okay but i don't know.
i have a tumblr now :)
okay serious takda mood.

bye

up and down

Klwmbc's.curi from fian's tumblr.

Hi,

Life's fine.Okay no,actually kinda suck but i just have to face the fact.There is more people out there going through a sucker tougher times.I tried to think positive most of the time but one day when i totally hide my feelings inside,the night i fucking burst out.fucking can't stand anymore.Three of my pillows went completely wet.Then april (my cat) came into my room just on time and lean near me and licked my fingers.I cried harder.

I just went back from julie's house.okay her grandma's .Shieqa went nuts because who-know-why.They said something thats going to haunt me every night.seriously shitt.

I feel like munching unhealthy junk food.Im at syaz's now so 7 eleven is just nearby so..okay no tak jadi.malas.Syazzz nakk maakkaaann.I know,this is why im fat.

I want to go.I feel like hugging someone.

S.W.A.L.Kx

P.s.i will do tumblr someday.

keep

I miss our old times.
you're not like the one i first met you.
i miss the caring look you gave me.
i miss the smile in your face when im around you.
i miss all the jokes you told me when i was sad.
where have you been ?
i miss my akiem terribly.

ps.i love you always
because i know you didnt mean it.

sub sub

Hello guys,

phant* i still have asthma.but not so bad.shit why the hell it won't go away.I am still in my jammies.jammies are so comfortable aaa.I like the roominess of big boxers.okay stop.

Yesterday there was sekolah ganti so i went to school.The first thee periods we all suppose to do a bit gotong royong in our clas so i was busy bossing people to do this and that.really,i was in a semangat mood.eceh assistant monitor HAHA .I was a bit pissed of since my teacher didnt tell us that we were going to decorate the class.So we did everything in the last minute.I have a lot of materials and papers at home but we end up just using a4 papers since no one has the proper materials.and our teacher expect us to finish everything by today.Sometimes i think people are soo smart~.

After school i went back a bit late with theera since she wants to hang out with her boyfriend.so i hung ot with baim.akiem didnt came to school.Things were borringg without him.Then i came back to school to finish band's board.Wow we have many pictures but i think we just put half of it in the board.Then went back with dad.change,sleeeeep.

okay no before that i had tea.and shower and pray of course.So i end yesterday by calling akiem.His phone went missing.Its hard to make contact,i dnt know how he's doing.seriously missing him everyday.Some stupid thieve took it and so i called his house phone.haiyo mahall but hearing his voice ,its like anything else doesnt matter.

Okay i want to take a shower.its already 1 pm.

S.W.A.L.Kx

I love my akiem so much.He is minee.u dn't know how lucky i am to have him :)

Venus

Sometimes i feel really far apart from my friends nowadays.she has a boyfriend,and lepak kat sana and then i have a boyfriend lepak kat sini,dia ada boyfriend lepak kat situ,dia pergi koko pergi sana,dia ada jumpa kawan lain lepak situ,dia pergi rumah kawan ni,dia lepak gerai,makan sana.total randomness.I miss my friends a lot eventhough we meet everyday,i feel not as close as before.I hope we remain closee friends till the the end.I love my girls so much♥

Grrrmmbbll

Hello,

I had asthma for three days.really disturbing.i can't sleep these past days.I miss my friends,i miss my boy,i miss everybody.I feel so lifeless sitting at home.Most everything i do makes me feel used or angry or plain boring.Mesti period nak dekat.ffffff

I want keropok lekor right noww.i know,suddenly.but really,i feel like munching keropoks.I AM SO HUNGRY.

Myspace is getting boring (hoorayy no more addicted).or maybe im the one who is boring.yes.But sadly i develop a new addiction.I can't sleep without playing guitar hero in mum's iphone.nuuuuuuuuuuu.Oh bytheway,i miss homeworks.i miss writing.seriously.I even think i was mad for missing hmworks.Lol its just had been four days ,da aku miss everythingg.hadoi.

tomorrow,band,the next day,seni visual then the next next day,choir.

YAY EXCITED NI

fucked up things is catching up with me.

stay calm neesa,doodaadoooo

S.W.A.L.Kx

Ventolin on the safe side

I didnt go to school today.I have asthma attack.Its veryy difficult to breathe.

omg im dying.

nasty dream

I dreamt of scratching her face,pulling her hair out and punching non stop till she fell off on the floor bleeding.

What is that suppose to mean?

Eiffel eifa

Hey guys,

i've been busy so my blog is getting boring isnt it?I got tons of homeworks and projects to do.Ajiem forced me to update my blog soo yelaahh haha kidding la macha.

Im home alone now.My family went out for dinner as my nose went runny all the time.ohh noo i can sense feverbug going to attack me.shit.I am not so hungry lately and i rarely eat on time.Somtimes i feel full just by loking at my meal.Oh no.

I had choir practice today.I mean,i was in the seni visual but syaz invited me to come so i give it a shot.I love singing but im quite of shy myself singing infront of everyone.I had no experience in choir so today is my first time.*lame .I just do this for fun u know,not serious tho.I will sing the first suprano with shieqa and the other girls.High notess ,dah la sakit tekak tadi.

I think i like guitar.i think.i have one at home.sometimes two.i don't know where my sister get them 0.0 .Ijol and akiem thought me your call (halahh your call je...).im just a starter,bodoh bodoh je.tak gempak mcm ..*silence

ohh ohhh i wished someone bday today,wanted to buy him a pack of sweets haha(saja nak merosakkan gigi dia sempena hari jadi) but i lost sight of him after wishing him haha sooo HAPPY BIRTHDAYY BAIMM!

Forgive me for the last post.oh emotional days..u had em too.

and i love my boy so much.


S.W.A.L.Kx

P.s.haaaa puas hati ajiemm? haha

-.-

mada faka sial manusia sekarang.sayang sangat dengan dia tu.yelah kann kiteorang apa je.tak menarik,tak lawa,BUDAK-BUDAK,tak gempak la kan.Kata macam bodoh membe lupa membe sebab nak dapatkan hati membe lagi satu padahal buat benda yang sama.

macam ni ah manusia

fucking pissed off

oyeaoyeaoyea

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HEEEEEEEEEEEEE I FUCKING LOVE MY FUCKINGBIYFRIENDDD!!!OYEAHAHH HE MAJDUSHDSGDYHSGHE IS SO FUCKIN SWEET TO ME JWHAJHJHSSSSSSSSSSAKUTENGOKKDFNDJHFDHFUDSHFUIDHSIFHSFS

Lol okay this is what happens if dah excited sangattt

second

Hola,

I didn't mean to be showy but i love to share what i like so stop fucking judge me.The doughnut ring ,i always stare at it when im hungry and it actually makes me feel full too.uhhh,what?..Last week i bought another ring which its on crazy diva sale.I went fucking nuts.

Today is me and my boy 2nd month anniversary.I love you <3 .I see him almost everyday now since we're in a same school in morning session.

This 2010 i am really serious about my study.I promised to myself.So far i done things good,first i actually went online only twice a week.good start eyy.i am not so addictive as im used to.Second,i tend to finish my homeworks on time(yes!!),third,i actually really can relate to the phrase 'time is gold' because now i just can't stand sitting in my room and just staring at the walls.Really a waste of time.(which this is what i often did last year and so).HURRAH !

Life feels fucking long now.

S.W.A.L.Kx

unhappy

Whats happening to you?


fuck.

i went all bunny

Hi guys !

I haven't been posting much since school starts.School was,kinda awesome.My first day was okay but a little awkward of course.fine teachers but the second day homeworks already started flooding.So far i payed my full attention in class.I didn't sit at the back or else i will get really distracted and so i sat beside syaz.So far so good.

I had problems with transportasi after school.So effing random .For unit beruniform,of course one and only ssaasband for sure.As for umm kelab ,i wanted seni visual.

Okay mum just ruined my fucking mood.

bye.

P.si won't be posting much this year.Im going to be away.

S.W.A.L.Kx